😭😭😭Deppressing Sad😭😭😭 What i see myself doing in 5 years😭😭😭

 What do I see myself doing in 5 years?

Great question, I see Myself Getting Up at 0200 leaving my tent, Seeing the Photo of the ones I Love, Seeing a Photo Of my classmates of 2021 and also crying at how much I'm going to miss them if I don't make it through this line of duty, I see myself jumping into the back of a Green Camo truck which is driving us towards a Line of fire, I see Myself Seeing the last friends I will ever see, I see myself with a + on my head and Sholder, I see myself looking at other members of the New Zealand Army watching outside unknown on what's going to hit them. I see flying objects passing us in the air. Explosions on land and Sea, I see Dark fog surrounding us, I see Planes, I see Boats, I see Other countries Army assisting us and the other side, I see Cannons Blowing smoke, I see My Medic Pack running out of supplies, I see a Captain yelling for some to go home, I see Deaths, I see Bodies on the ground with Blood wounds worse than mine, I see people in different uniforms Running towards me Holding a gun with a knife on the front of it. I see them stabbing bodies making sure the bodies are dead. I see them being sniped, I see more cars including an Insurgent arrive at the scene running over dead and injured bodies. I see Bullets Flying past My head Slightly missing their target. I see 15 and 16-year-olds Joining the fight, I see some blood pouring from their head. I see My best friend Falling and hitting their head on a Sharp corner and bleeding, I see buildings broken and all feels hopeless.

So what do I see in five years? I see World war three, Everyone Dying, and Blood.